live life to the fullest

my exam is going to end in less than 3 days! YIPEE!
worth for a celebration. i will worry about the results later.
later when i got back my papers! :)
cox i believed i hv prepared for them.
can't wait for exam to end actually. i wanna go back to indo!
i miss shopping! SHOPPING IS DEFINITELY MY LOVE! :p
so in 4 days time. INDO, here i come.
anyway. i think i screwed up every paper that i hv done.
i hv no confidence at all. gosh! i need to get 84%!
how am i suppossed to get it?
AHHHHHH! i think i desperately need help.

smth happened in indo today. in my house.
to my maid and she gotta be hospitalised, i guess?
she got epilepsy or whatever it is called.
my cousin is so naughty! pushed her.
AND.. her head hit the wall. then. got seizures.
got sent into the hospital. and now i am not sure wad had happened to her.
poor her. and she was giving advice to my cousin.
telling him he was fat (and that's a fact!).
so he should not drink more milk!
hopes my cousin can learn smth from it.

i think i treasured people who work for me.
whether is my driver, my maid, my gardener. whatever it is.
life is tough for them. :)
i experienced those in melb. like so bloody tiring!
cleaning the hous, vacuuming the floor.
can't imagine if i need to trim the grass in the garden if i lived in a landed property!

well. that's all for now. i am sleepy! :)

happie ;)

I AM HAPPIE! HAPPIE! ;)
definitely not because my exam is in a few days away.
but because i am going back to indo in 10 days time!
HEHE! (:
shopping, here i come! i really wanna shop.
but i am still FAT! i should exercise!
never mind about that!
anth thing i need to rejoice about it...
MY MUM GOTTEN ME A NEW WALLET!
lalalalala! (:
wad's the first thing that i asked her?
mimi: "where did u get it from? u got it from mangga dua (the most popular place in jakarta that sells fake branded goods) right?"
I AM A MEANIE! ;)
and she said: "NO! i bought it in a gucci store!"
i was shocked! she bought me a wallet. and i didn't ask her to.
it's the wallet i kinda like. LALA! (:
emilia is a happy girl! DEFINITELY FOR NOW!

EMILIA AND HER BORING LIFE!

my life is damn boring now. *sobsob*
cleaning my homey yst. and the dust is like 5 cm!
HAHA! (:
and it's so sticky until i gotta use all my strength to clean.
IT'S BLOODY HARD!
and that bro. isn't doing anything. DAMN!
i asked him to wash the plates ONLY and he didn't.
actually. i am so bloody lazy to clean.
but i have no choice at all. my parents' fren is coming over to see the house.
next tue, i guess?
and in order not to suffer from embarrassement.
I CLEANED THE HOUSE!
and i am a girl. shouldn't be a girl's rm cleaner and tidier than a guy's rm?
HAHA! but it's not for me. my bro's rm is much cleaner.
so pai se lah if my rm like a cow dunk!
LALALALALA!
hoping that i will be able to watch SHREK on mon.
hopefully. HEHE!
anyway. thx ok, shrek? thx for helping me buy the markers.
HAHA! and the ruler. i love that half grey, half transparent popular ruler.
and do u noe wad sarah said?
YOU ARE SWEET! and i definetely agree.
went to popular to buy me those stuffs!
but.. u are pervertic all the times, and i agree with sarah too!
nevertheless, i will love you always! HAHA! (:
thank you, shrek!

15 DAYS!

exam is round the corner.
and i am feeling so bloody stressed up!
I REALLY AM!
15 days. and five subjects to study.
will there be enough time?
if i do not get 84%. i need to say goodbye.
to melbourne university. to my commerce course.
although i am supposed to get 84%. i am aiming much higher than that!
at least 88%!
kind of hard.
esp since i take chem. sometimes i regretted it.
taking chem when i am not supposed to.
it's very heavy. the heaviest subject among all the other electives.
but when i do chemistry questions. i always feel a sense of satisfaction.
HAHA! (:
15 days more. my accounting skills sucks.
my maths sucks. my chem sucks.
LITERATURE IS THE WORST!
hopefully i can really make use of 15 days!
WISH ME LUCK ,OK?

SHOPPING, MY LOVE! (:

IT'S NOT FAIR!
my parents and my second bro going to jakarta to shop! ):
i am sad. cox i can't go shopping till i go crazy!
they made me envious.
yst i went to a mango shop. really saw a shirt that i liked.
but i gotta buy 2 for 50 bucks.
quite cheap but then....
there is only one that i like.
SIANZ!
so nv buy anything again.
I MISS SHOPPING IN SG!
it's so much cheaper and better. (;
and the worst they are now having great singapore sale!
i wanna shop!
although my mum bought me 2 bags (plus 1 that i gotta steal from her).
but it's different. she can't buy any shirts or jeans for me.
AHHHH!
hehe. but i must confess that i felt so happie on thursday!
AFTER DONKEY YRS! i finally bought a pair of jeans.
damn cheap lah. only 60 bucks!
LALALALA!
it's reduced from 130 bucks.
i am so proud of myself.
however, the shopping ecperience is totally different from sg/jakarta!
BUT NEVER MIND.
THIRTY MORE DAYS. i am going back le.
YIPPPPPEEEEE! :)

time heals my fractured bone

HOW UNLUCKY CAN I BE? ):
can i be more unlucky than this?
I WONDER!
i used to sprain my ankle. and now it's even worst!
AHHHH!
stupid bone. it's fractured. ):
it's my leggy boney.
AND IT'S PAINFUL!
although it's a very very small fracture(i think).
and do u noe wad the doctor told me?
TIME WILL HEAL MY FRACTURED BONE!
I KNOW IT! DUH!
ya. and he expected me to wait for at least 6 wks for it to heal.
SIX WEEKS! how am i gonna walk?
at that moment. i felt as if my jaw has dropped to the floor.
WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY?
i went for x-ray today. struggled to walk to the hospital and it's far!
but well. the x-ray did not show anything (often it is the case).
however. some stupid, idiotic bone scan would make it obvious.
FIRST. i don wanna do it. isotopes will be injected into my body!
I AM SCARED........ for the injection!
SECOND. since it's a fracture, there is no point in doing the bone scan cox it's ONLY REALLY REALLY confirming u that ur bone is indeed fractured.
so do u think there is any point? AND I NEED TO PAY 100 ODD BUCKS!
NONONO! and he said it's a fracture so i assume he is trustable.
but well. the worst news came: i am supposed to rest my legs for AT LEAST 6 WKS before i can do my running again.
I WAS SO DEPRESSED! ahhh!
SIX WKS? i wanna run! ):
haiz.
i am so UNLUCKY! maybe that's the only word that fits me. (:

i talked to bitch yst! LALA!
i was so happie! i mean it's been long since i talked to her.
last yr i was listening to her bloody voice almost everyday!
HAHA! really miss those times.
in singapore, i met many many friends.
throughout my stay of 8.5 yrs, they were the ones who makes me smile.
putting up with my nonsense, my crap. :)
sometimes i wonder whether i hv made the right decision to move over to aussie.
I MISS ALL OF THEM!
MY BITCH!: the one who makes me laugh. makes me go N-U-T-S! she really made a difference to my life. filled it with lots of happiness. SHOPPING, OUR LOVE! :)
HSUN HAO: my taiwanese "maid". used to treat him so bad and now i felt bad? and realised he is THE BEST BEST fren anyone can ever have.
THAT GREEN THINGY: the one who always entertain me when i am bored. HAHA! always there for me for entertaiment. i wish u could be here. and entertain me everyday.
AL: always made me laugh and saying her boobs are big! and she did lots of crap to make me smile and made my day a better day.
DEBORAH: she taught me that i am indeed very lucky to have this family of mine who can afford the best things for me. and she always asked me to stop spending money. BUT SORRY! i can't! i also don noe why.
AA: SHE IS CUTE! and laughing along with those crap of mine!
YILING: that girl! she always put up with my nonsense. sometimes i wonder whether she was going to slap me and asked me to stop! HAHA!
JOYCE: used to be a "PAPAYA LOVER"! and the way she ate it. made me say all those sarcastic words and laughed? HAHA!
JEREMY: I MISS HIM! well. i thinks at times he really wanted to send me to outer space so he can hv some peace. ESPECIALLY DURING MATHS CLASSES!
GERLYNN: do u miss me gerlynn? HAHA. and she will say NO! she didnt miss me during those times. but i bet she misses me now. :)
NICHOLAS: have been in the same class with him for 4 yrs! oh my. time passed so fast. and he is always so sarcastic and bad to me! SAD! but nevertheless. i miss him LOTS AND LOTS!
DUCK: we gotta drink bubble teat together ok? and when i am back. we makan at newton! LALA!
anyway. the list may never end. but i really aprreciate my frens and those things that they did. whether we are close or not. :) and I MISS THEM!

UNLUCKY, AGAIN!

23rd may 2007.
unlucky, again. AGAIN!
on mon i hv forgotten to bring my house keys.
two days passed. and i forgot to bring my wallet.
which one is worst?
I THINK BOTH!
no house keys= rot inside the lib until my bro wants to go home.
AND..
ahhhh! no wallet= no tram ticket.
and no tram ticket= a fine of 150 bucks if i am caught.
DAMN!
when i realised that i forgot to bring my wallet.
I WALKED TO SCHOOL!
from the corner of bourke and swanstons street.
UP UP UP UP!
and i was damn tired. early in the morning. i do some exercise.
AN EXERCISE WITH A TOTALLY EMPTY STOMACH!
how great is that, huh?
well. i gotta borrow money from my frens.
or i can't buy anything.
TOTALLY A SHITTY DAY! ):
the rest of the day was hmmmm.
how should i describe it?
eap lesson. I WENT N-U-T-S!
laughing and crying non-stop for an hour.
my image is shattered. my classmates used to think that i am LOUD only!
now they think that i am nuts too!
well. i was so high just now. even pat said: someone please send her into a mental hospital. she is unstable!
HAHA! :)
anyway. that's my true self.
so. everyone just needs to accept it.
THEN..
LIT LECTURE IS SO BORING!
i am died. FALL ASLEEP!
and i took pics.
haha. but well. after that i went home.
and cooked dinner.
SOME SHITTY DINNER!
and cook it for 1 hour!
well.
today was tiring and unlucky. :(

I can't help it, I hate it when people just assume that because you do a job like this, you're thick. You know there's just some nights I just can't stand it. I can't. I want to stand up on the top of the bar ans hout. I've got O levels, I've got A levels and a Bachelor of Arts Degree. So don't condescend to me, don't pretend you fell sorry for me and don't treat me like I can;t read or talk or join in any of your conversations because I can. I se these teenage-like men and women in their well-cut suits and metal briefcases, discussing the City, the arts and time-shares in Tuscany, and I'm jealous, because I can't work out how they've achieved that success. It's so difficult. You see, I want to become a photographer, take portraits. I won a competition in a magazine. It was this photo of a punk sitting in a field on an old discarded toilet. It was brilliant. Anyway, after college I had this wonderful idead that I'd go to London with my portfolio. I was confident that I'd get loads of work. But it wasn't like that. The pictures were great, but they said, but sorry, no vacancies.

my drama exam. MONOLUGUE!
wonder how will i do this!
SHIT! i hate drama!
AHHHHH! ):

LALA! :)

let me complain about the weather!
today! WAS HORRIBLE!
the wind was so bloody cold. my face and ears turned red like a TOMATO!
shit! AND NO WONDER I WAS SHIVERING!
it was TEN DEGREES! (i checked!)
and i am only using a jacket.
I HATE MELBOURNE'S WEATHER!

last wk i bought a new pinafore!
LALA!
and a new jacket too!
shit! my monthly allowance of 700 bucks hv been used up!
wonder where all the money went to!
but it's ok.
i shopped quite a lot! (i am not this skinny yet) HAHA! :)
I LOVE IT!




TODAY! my legs are killing me!
serves me right for using high heels to school?







anyway. been long since i updated my blog.
cox i am busy.
MY HOI ESSAY STILL SUCKS!
so congrats to me. i need to redo.
it carries 20% of the year total marks!
and i still got 2 more essays!
3 ESSAYS! AHHH!
DRIVING EMILIA N-U-T-S!

well. i hv got to continue doing my homework.
that's all.
FOR NOW!

MIMI IS HARDWORKING! :)

it's been quite long since i hv updated my blog.
too tired to do so.
reason? i hv decided to go to study inside the library after school!
YIPEE! YEA! :)
well. this wk i hv been honouring the promise that i hv made to myself.
i stayed from 5.30 to 8.00pm.
not because i don wanna to continue to study.
but melbourne uni is really scary at night!
very little people!
ain't i hardworking?
although 2.5 hour is a really short time. i can do a lot of stuffs!
MIMI IS HARDWORKING!
haha. LALALA!
i hv changed? in sg. i don even give a damn shit.
esp since the exam is in the last wk of june?
well. school is fun till now!
almost everyday. i get to noe diff people!
and also. i am getting to noe more about my classmates?
CHEERS! :)
tomorrow. gotta to wake up at 7.30!
so early!
PLUS I AM GOING HOME AT 5.15!
plus the lib is going to be at 8 again!
well. although it's tiring.
but i hope that results will show how hard i study?
that's all for now.
SLEEPING TIME FOR ME! :)

personality test (:

some stupid personality test. HAHA! (:
but i guess some of the things are true.
like in LOVE (<3)?
AND OH MY GOD!
i am attractive? SHY! :p

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

http://blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/">The Three Question Personality Test

personality test (:

some stupid personality test. HAHA! (:
but i guess some of the things are true.
like in LOVE (<3)?
AN OH MY GOD!
i am attractive? SHY! :p

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

http://blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/">The Three Question Personality Test

finally, i understand.

ok. i understood!
i love holding my girlfren's hand when we go out together. or we will walk arm in arm.
and i wonder. everytime i do that, many australians looked at us!
HAHA! (:
maybe they thought we are lesbians?
well. it's just that it is uncommon here in australia for the same sex to hold hands.
so i think they are puzzled by the way we act?
realised how cultures differences play a matter.
it's totally different!
back in indo or in singapore. it's PERFECTLY FINE to hold hands.
or at least walk arm in arm.
i learnt something today. didn't i? :)
LALA!
and did i mention before that i was touched on the shoulder(or arm, couldn't rmbr) by an old australian guy?
i was gripped with fear!
maybe the guy was just being friendly with me?
(that's wad i learnt from susan. australians tend to touch one anth?)
i don't noe. he talked to many ppl on the tram. :)
but anyway. i freaked out not because i was conservative or anything like that.
well. i hv experienced being sexually harrassed twice.
so it's without a doubt that images kept flashing back to me.
although the incidents happened back in 2005 and 2006 respectively.
however, this kind of thing is hard to forget?
and by the fact that my fren hv 2 scary experince here?
HAHA!
well. maybe i still nid to learn of how ppl of different cultures behave. (:

even stapler and scotch-tape can't save me!

probably the worst day i hv in ages! :(
maybe today i shouldn't even come out of the house.
hv u ever experienced a time when ur sandal's string snapped?
if u hv. u would noe my feelings when that stupid, cheapo sandal spoilt.
this is not the first time.
but last time i could buy another immediately.
not this time. i was in school when it happened.
damn! spent a lot of time scotch-taping and stapling.
just making sure that people won't see the state of my sandal.
it's embarassing?
and gotta drag my feet the whole way through.
SO PAI SE!
and 2 teachers come to me, asking me whether i hv sprained my ankle.
HAHAHA! :)
i thought my "expert" skills could save it. at least for anth 3 h. till i get home.
but it didn't.
after my hoi tutorial, it "betrayed" me.
tried to call my frens, most didn't pick up and then...
MY PHONE BATT WENT LOW! damn!
so i DRAG it till i saw christine.
she saved me! gotta to thank her. she went home barefooted!
she knew my house is far so lent me her sandals!
i was guilty, so i will treat her to a meal anth day.
I WILL! :)
today is totally a bad day for me.
pls don let this happen again. not at least when i am in school.
PLEASE!

1720 ausiee bucks

ok. i am glad. at last. booked my ticket and hv paid for it.
it's bloody expensive i think. but i am just too desperate to go back to indo.
but unfortunately. I CAN'T GO TO SG!
i will be taking qantas. and need to transit in sydney. and it's 1720 bucks for the whole trip!
haix. expensive. but no more ticket le. :(
today is a terrible day for me. i think i am going to fall sick. DAMN!
whole body aching. no energy. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
am i going to fall sick? or is it because i don consume enough food?
well. isnt that great that i only ate 2 bloody sushi for the whole day till 9pm?
when i reached home. i ate of cox. maggie mie.
LALALA!
last time when i was in sg. i love maggie mie and sushi a LOT!
and after coming here for 2.5 mths. I DREAD TO EAT THEM!
for the past 2.5 mths. hv been eating them for at least thrice a wk.
i am sick of them!
hmmm. today was so-so. but interesting. got about a hundred ppl protesting near union house.
haha. i can't make up wad the protesters were saying as it was incoherent.
nice to see, actually.
i don think i can see such thing in uni in sg. :)
i hv taken a pic of it. but i will update it tomorrow, ok?
kind of tired now. gotta rest. byeeeeee. =]

I THINK I AM GOING BACK!

yippee! yippeee! i am so bloody happie. really happie. HAHAHA! :)
guess wad? i am going back to singapore and indonesia during my second term break!
oh my! i am so happie. i hv been dying to go back!
to meet all of my frens! to go back! to escape from this cold city!
i am going to book the ticket tomorrow. lala. i will do it in the morning.
i don care. i wanna book once the travel agent opens!
tomorrow. i must get the seat no matter what. please. LET ME GET IT!
i nid it desperately! I DO!
pls make sure everything go smoothly. so i can go back!
PLEASE! :)

how?

actually i am reading a book on acient greek for hoi. but well. it is an interesting thing to be blogged about. :)
that guy. apologised to me. for the way he talked.
haha. that means he felt that we are trying to move far far far away from him.
HE FELT IT!
i didnt reply. cox i am not sure wad to reply.
give him my frank opinion? or just accept it and try to be friendly and nice to him as before?
so wad should i do? i don noe.
it's not about the way he speaks to me. whether he is sarcastic or not.
i don mind to hv a fren who is sarcastic to me. i really don.
but please. don be angry when i replied sarcastically back.
i thought it as a joke really.
however, this does not seem to be the case here.
he will be pissed off! omg. such a super duper sensitive guy!
the problem actually lies with his character. his sensitivity. his competitiveness.
competing between frens is good. only if it is a healthy competition.
we compete to improve ourselves, don we?
but his was not. he don wanna other ppl to beat him.
and that what makes me pissed off. :)
he is sensitive. the most sensitive fren that i hv ever had before.
i nid to use 90% of my brain power when i am talking to him.
it's tiring. i can't say wad i like.
he will be angry. :p
haix. such a bad fren, huh?
but now. i feel so guilty. my frens and i hv been avoiding him this wk. and we are like the only fren that he got?
he makes enemies with the guys in my school.
so gotta stick with us.
i feel pity for him. i don noe how long i can be his fren.
i don wanna him to be a loner. it's so sad.
however. he makes me angry so much.
what the hell should i do.
i don wanna to be his "good" fren cox it's really taxing. but he is only kinda close to me?
of cox. i don feel that way. i prefer the crazy girls by a thousand times.
BUT HOW? :(

gossiping is good and healthy :)

gossiping about other people is good! esp behind their backs. :)
today is anzac day. so school is closed! lalala.
went to st kilda beach with lid, pris,anzel, lice, asti and tini. 7 of us "is in LOVE"(i am being sarcastic here) with a guy.
we "LOVE" him so much that we gossipped about him all the way. and even on the beach. haha.
oh my god! i should hv told them how much i dislike this guy! I SHOULD!
i started to dislike him like a month ago? some of them are even worst. they disliked him donkey years ago.
ain't i right? :)
that guy is super sensitive, he is sarcastic, he thinks he is perfect, he thinks everyone loves him, he thinks that he is clever, he thinks he is handsome, he thinks he is skinny, he thinks he is popular, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
the list continues. and i think it will never end. IT WILL NEVER END! at least. that's what i believe.
well. that's the reason we dislike him.
the worst part is they hv been talking among themselves how should they told me how much they hate this guy. they think i am "OK" with him?
while me. on the other hand. hv been thinking how to tell these girls how much i dislike him.
he is so sarcastic to me. and when i speak sarcasticly. he becomes pissed off! weird, huh?
he started it first. in the end. he becomes angry with me. -___-"
WTH! his sensitivity sometimes make me wonder if he should be a girl.
something significant must hv happened when he is born.
and he really needs some attitude counselling. :)
bad attitude!
tini told me that he thinks that i like him! i rather be a nun.
omg. if i treated him the way i treated hsun hao(anyway, i miss him). i think he might think that i am all over him.
deeply in love with him. WITHOUT HIM. I WILL FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS.
or worst. maybe i will feel that without him, i will jump down the building, cut my wrists, take sleeping pills, use a gun to shoot myself, hang myself. :)
luckily. not to that extend. i mean what if i called him "my dear, baby, darling".
like wad i called hsun.
and i also like to molest hsun. haha. PINCH HIS N******! (i miss those times)
ok. i can't imagine. truly i can't.
now i noe. i must keep a distance. FAR FAR FAR AWAY!
for the past month. i hv been putting up with all his rubbish!
i hate it when he gave me morning calls continuously for don noe how many bloody days during the hols.
he likes to call. that's giving his "prey" hell!
tini was his first prey when he came to melb.
i think next was lidya.
so now, it is me. :(
how sad my life is.
to tell you the truth. during the hols. i tried not to pick up his calls.
i am mean, but so wad?
he treats me the worst. putting up with his sarcastic remarks.
i hv tried to be patient but he takes it for granted.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!
so these past 2 days. i hv been telling these girls how i feel.
haha. felt relieved. cox i can complain to them without any worries? lalala. :)
the girls laughed at me when i expressed my hatred towards him.
the way i talked. it's beyond hope. i can imagine how HURT he will be if he hears those words.
the words are hurtful.
haha. :)
if he does not change his attitude. he will hv no frens at all.
becomes a LONER that he once experienced. :p
i am sure.
tini is so furious with him even before when they came here!
haha. u noe how mean that irritating, stupid guy was to her?
he doubted her intelligence!
(tini please don listen to him, in our eyes u are A THOUSAND, MILLION, ZILLION times better than him)
he wondered whether tini will be accepted into trinity.
omg. SO HE THINKS HE IS CLEVER, HUH?
i don think so. i think he is dumb. if he is clever, he will get 100% for every subject in every exam. and he should done it without being hardworking.
HELL! he is so bloody hardworking! writing down lots of notes! paying full attention in lectures and i am serious about all these.
the worst part is that he told everyone HE IS DAMN LAZY!
the girls and i hv come to a conclusion. this is it : IF HE IS LAZY, WE WILL ALL BE FAILING OUR EXAM AND BE EXPELLED!
tini told me something else too. that his visa was approved only one day before he came here!
haha. SERVES HIM RIGHT!
who ask him to be so mean to tini. :)
SO WHY THE REST OF THE GIRLS DISLIKE HIM?
in my story so far. the specific reason given is only be me and tini. then wad did he do to the rest?
i will continue. but not today. :)
i need to do lots of research first! haha.
for now. this it is. (((((=

*i hope i will hv the strength to block him in msn(i don wanna be that MEAN! haha)

mixed. :(

today is my first day of school! yeay! i wanted to go to school so much during the hols. haha.
school is better than rotting at home? :)
anyway. my first lesson was eap. kinda stupid. the jokes are so lame!
can't believe susan did all that!
ok. let me ask u.
what's white on the inside, green on the outside and jumps?
GUESS..
it's a frog sandwich. gosh! isn't that lame?
there were many more. but i forgot. lalala. short term memory.
well. i got my results for chemistry.
only 88%. received it with a mixed feeling. :P
i was happie when i received the results. i hv done well.
but on the other hand. wasn't sure about my happiness.
yes. 88% is a high score for chem. for me.
but that examination day. i woke up at 9! and the exam is at 9.30!
oh my god! i was panicked and during the whole exam. i just could not think.
haix. :(
thinking back. i would hv done exceptionally well.
i am sure of that. but if only i did wake up on time.
and calm myself before going into the examination room.
it's over anyway. so try not to think about it. and reap the fruits of my hard work!
chem lecture. haha.
patricia said this to me after lesson: "i am serious, emilia."
haha. serious for? for asking me to stop talking.
i think i am really talkative. but i am glad she noes my name.
although for the wrong reason?
when she said that. i think of mrs haridass.
HAHAHA! :)
i think i will always remember this sentence that she "gave" me during class.
"EMILIA, YOU ARE ALWAYS TALKING!"
she said it in an angry tone. haha. that stupid, idiot bitch tempted me to talk!
wth! she didnt get reprimanded! only me! :(
i sure miss those days!
time sure flies. it's dinner time. i decided not to eat once again.
since coming here. i hv missed hundreds of meals!
but today i still ate in the end. haha.
i am scared that my parents will scold me.
yep. for not eating. :)
i think i'll hv to stop for now. time fir dinner.
will be updating soon! =)

hilarious?

i almost died of laughing when i read the letter. haha. my dad received a letter in melbourne? weird, huh?
IT'S FROM THE VICTORIA POLICE!
he got it for speeding when our family went to the great ocean road. not my dad who was driving but rather, my mum. but he got it nevertheless.
i think they are "elated" at hearing upon the news. they laughed non-stop!
yes. it sounds crazy. :)
got a fine of $134.
my mum only exceeded the limit speed by a mere 8km/h. their first time driving overseas, they got a fine. hahaha.
and worst. my dad got a demerit points! poor him.
however, i think they learnt their lessons. there are no such thing back in indo. and even they are caught for speeding. giving the police like Rp.30,000 will be sufficient to keep their mouth shut.
i know. it's kinda called CORRUPTION?
ok anyway. enough of the fine. i really can't stop laughing.
hmm. i went to watch a movie. tmnt!
damn it. the movie price increased to $11. so expensive man!
in sg, it's only like $7.50 during the weekdays!
and worst. aussie bucks is higher. :(
the movie is kinda nice. but the storyline isn't as great as i supposed it should be.
but. i enjoyed it.
and best. only my friends and i watched it. so we practically hv the whole cinema.
though at later part. there was a guy who came in. :(
well. stop here for now. gotta read my lit bk.
it's boring and if u wanna a book to make u go to sleep.
pls tell me. i can gadly tell u the name of the bk. lalalala. :)

i look ugly`

ahhhhh! i lost 3 times in the card games i played with my frens! OH MY GOD!
ok. my friends came to my house today. for fun. cox we got nth better to do. :(
we played card games as usual. damn. lost 3 times. and i got my face "painted" with the damn eyeshadow. i look like. erh.. let's not talk about it. just see my pic?
anyway. holiday is really boring. i went to queen victoria market today!just to buy strawberries?
and then buy some stupid vitamins.
i think i feels good after drinking it. :)
anyway. guess wad i made today? WAN TON!
can u belief it? emilia halim did it! let's celebrate!
i wrapped it. and SUCCEED! i felt that i am on top of the world.
haha. that's my day basically. and anyway. i hv guessed it long time ago. I KNOW HER TOO WELL? maybe. i mean so many yrs in the same bloody class.
but anyway. i noe it straightaway. from her nick. on one hand, i felt happie. but on the other , i felt sad.
images kept flashing back to me. she's my friend. and i don wanna her to get hurt.
i used to scream and scream and scream. scold and scold and scold.
however, not the case this time. i wished her happiness from the bottom of my heart.
and i hope she makes it right this time. :)

i hv to do it. but i totally hate it. :(

if there is something that i hate most. i would choose HOUSEHOLD CHORES, without a doubt.

it's very irritating to clean my room. it took me one bloody whole afternoon. and then. the worst part is that a week later. the state of my room will go back to its normal state- AN ANIMAL'S CAGE. :(

for the 17 yrs and 4 months. nv in my life that i gotta do this. I WANNA MY MAID BACK!

tiring. that's the only word that can describe household chores.

today is a horrible day. reason? i hate to clean my room. i have to cook dinner.

and btw. i hv never cook a proper meal for 17 yrs and 4 mths too. DAMN!

life is as simple as ABC-

yes! yippee! i got this bloody damn blog fixed up! HORRAAYY!

ok. i know that i am bloody pathetic. this is the first blog that i created? not so interested in blogging. but welll. kinda boring here at night in melbourne. every shop closes at 5 except on fri night. damn! :(

hmmm. i am proud of myself. u noe. i successfully changed the blog skin. i am DUMB! that's unfortunate.

anyway. today is a boring day! haha. i hv done nothing except going to the city and buying groceries. luckily. wellson accompanied me. well. makes me carry less thing. I REALLY FEEL DAMN BAD ABOUT IT! :)

i really bought a lot of stuffs ok! wad i carried today was heavy. 2kg of rice. 1.5L of green tea. 0.62L of sweet sauce. 1.5L of crysanthemum. and maggie mie. like 6 kg in total? i am just a girl. carrying so heavy things. oh my god. haha. but it's not that bad lah. normally carrying stuff up to 10 kg. haha. i think i am building up muscles! oh no! i will look damn ugly! and no one will want me. i am ugly enough, ok?


my bro is sweet today. it's damn seldom that i praised him ok. so he should be glad. well. he bought me a keychain today. and it's bloody cute. see the pic ok? haha. THE KOALAS EYES!

well. i think i will stop for now. i am tired. but i will continue my simpsons dvd. lalala. :)


btw. u should see the state of my room. and i am definetely not proud of it. damn sickening. i need to clean it again tomorrow. :'( plus there is a pic of the vain me today!