live life to the fullest

my exam is going to end in less than 3 days! YIPEE!
worth for a celebration. i will worry about the results later.
later when i got back my papers! :)
cox i believed i hv prepared for them.
can't wait for exam to end actually. i wanna go back to indo!
i miss shopping! SHOPPING IS DEFINITELY MY LOVE! :p
so in 4 days time. INDO, here i come.
anyway. i think i screwed up every paper that i hv done.
i hv no confidence at all. gosh! i need to get 84%!
how am i suppossed to get it?
AHHHHHH! i think i desperately need help.

smth happened in indo today. in my house.
to my maid and she gotta be hospitalised, i guess?
she got epilepsy or whatever it is called.
my cousin is so naughty! pushed her.
AND.. her head hit the wall. then. got seizures.
got sent into the hospital. and now i am not sure wad had happened to her.
poor her. and she was giving advice to my cousin.
telling him he was fat (and that's a fact!).
so he should not drink more milk!
hopes my cousin can learn smth from it.

i think i treasured people who work for me.
whether is my driver, my maid, my gardener. whatever it is.
life is tough for them. :)
i experienced those in melb. like so bloody tiring!
cleaning the hous, vacuuming the floor.
can't imagine if i need to trim the grass in the garden if i lived in a landed property!

well. that's all for now. i am sleepy! :)

happie ;)

I AM HAPPIE! HAPPIE! ;)
definitely not because my exam is in a few days away.
but because i am going back to indo in 10 days time!
HEHE! (:
shopping, here i come! i really wanna shop.
but i am still FAT! i should exercise!
never mind about that!
anth thing i need to rejoice about it...
MY MUM GOTTEN ME A NEW WALLET!
lalalalala! (:
wad's the first thing that i asked her?
mimi: "where did u get it from? u got it from mangga dua (the most popular place in jakarta that sells fake branded goods) right?"
I AM A MEANIE! ;)
and she said: "NO! i bought it in a gucci store!"
i was shocked! she bought me a wallet. and i didn't ask her to.
it's the wallet i kinda like. LALA! (:
emilia is a happy girl! DEFINITELY FOR NOW!

EMILIA AND HER BORING LIFE!

my life is damn boring now. *sobsob*
cleaning my homey yst. and the dust is like 5 cm!
HAHA! (:
and it's so sticky until i gotta use all my strength to clean.
IT'S BLOODY HARD!
and that bro. isn't doing anything. DAMN!
i asked him to wash the plates ONLY and he didn't.
actually. i am so bloody lazy to clean.
but i have no choice at all. my parents' fren is coming over to see the house.
next tue, i guess?
and in order not to suffer from embarrassement.
I CLEANED THE HOUSE!
and i am a girl. shouldn't be a girl's rm cleaner and tidier than a guy's rm?
HAHA! but it's not for me. my bro's rm is much cleaner.
so pai se lah if my rm like a cow dunk!
LALALALALA!
hoping that i will be able to watch SHREK on mon.
hopefully. HEHE!
anyway. thx ok, shrek? thx for helping me buy the markers.
HAHA! and the ruler. i love that half grey, half transparent popular ruler.
and do u noe wad sarah said?
YOU ARE SWEET! and i definetely agree.
went to popular to buy me those stuffs!
but.. u are pervertic all the times, and i agree with sarah too!
nevertheless, i will love you always! HAHA! (:
thank you, shrek!

15 DAYS!

exam is round the corner.
and i am feeling so bloody stressed up!
I REALLY AM!
15 days. and five subjects to study.
will there be enough time?
if i do not get 84%. i need to say goodbye.
to melbourne university. to my commerce course.
although i am supposed to get 84%. i am aiming much higher than that!
at least 88%!
kind of hard.
esp since i take chem. sometimes i regretted it.
taking chem when i am not supposed to.
it's very heavy. the heaviest subject among all the other electives.
but when i do chemistry questions. i always feel a sense of satisfaction.
HAHA! (:
15 days more. my accounting skills sucks.
my maths sucks. my chem sucks.
LITERATURE IS THE WORST!
hopefully i can really make use of 15 days!
WISH ME LUCK ,OK?

SHOPPING, MY LOVE! (:

IT'S NOT FAIR!
my parents and my second bro going to jakarta to shop! ):
i am sad. cox i can't go shopping till i go crazy!
they made me envious.
yst i went to a mango shop. really saw a shirt that i liked.
but i gotta buy 2 for 50 bucks.
quite cheap but then....
there is only one that i like.
SIANZ!
so nv buy anything again.
I MISS SHOPPING IN SG!
it's so much cheaper and better. (;
and the worst they are now having great singapore sale!
i wanna shop!
although my mum bought me 2 bags (plus 1 that i gotta steal from her).
but it's different. she can't buy any shirts or jeans for me.
AHHHH!
hehe. but i must confess that i felt so happie on thursday!
AFTER DONKEY YRS! i finally bought a pair of jeans.
damn cheap lah. only 60 bucks!
LALALALA!
it's reduced from 130 bucks.
i am so proud of myself.
however, the shopping ecperience is totally different from sg/jakarta!
BUT NEVER MIND.
THIRTY MORE DAYS. i am going back le.
YIPPPPPEEEEE! :)

time heals my fractured bone

HOW UNLUCKY CAN I BE? ):
can i be more unlucky than this?
I WONDER!
i used to sprain my ankle. and now it's even worst!
AHHHH!
stupid bone. it's fractured. ):
it's my leggy boney.
AND IT'S PAINFUL!
although it's a very very small fracture(i think).
and do u noe wad the doctor told me?
TIME WILL HEAL MY FRACTURED BONE!
I KNOW IT! DUH!
ya. and he expected me to wait for at least 6 wks for it to heal.
SIX WEEKS! how am i gonna walk?
at that moment. i felt as if my jaw has dropped to the floor.
WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY?
i went for x-ray today. struggled to walk to the hospital and it's far!
but well. the x-ray did not show anything (often it is the case).
however. some stupid, idiotic bone scan would make it obvious.
FIRST. i don wanna do it. isotopes will be injected into my body!
I AM SCARED........ for the injection!
SECOND. since it's a fracture, there is no point in doing the bone scan cox it's ONLY REALLY REALLY confirming u that ur bone is indeed fractured.
so do u think there is any point? AND I NEED TO PAY 100 ODD BUCKS!
NONONO! and he said it's a fracture so i assume he is trustable.
but well. the worst news came: i am supposed to rest my legs for AT LEAST 6 WKS before i can do my running again.
I WAS SO DEPRESSED! ahhh!
SIX WKS? i wanna run! ):
haiz.
i am so UNLUCKY! maybe that's the only word that fits me. (:

i talked to bitch yst! LALA!
i was so happie! i mean it's been long since i talked to her.
last yr i was listening to her bloody voice almost everyday!
HAHA! really miss those times.
in singapore, i met many many friends.
throughout my stay of 8.5 yrs, they were the ones who makes me smile.
putting up with my nonsense, my crap. :)
sometimes i wonder whether i hv made the right decision to move over to aussie.
I MISS ALL OF THEM!
MY BITCH!: the one who makes me laugh. makes me go N-U-T-S! she really made a difference to my life. filled it with lots of happiness. SHOPPING, OUR LOVE! :)
HSUN HAO: my taiwanese "maid". used to treat him so bad and now i felt bad? and realised he is THE BEST BEST fren anyone can ever have.
THAT GREEN THINGY: the one who always entertain me when i am bored. HAHA! always there for me for entertaiment. i wish u could be here. and entertain me everyday.
AL: always made me laugh and saying her boobs are big! and she did lots of crap to make me smile and made my day a better day.
DEBORAH: she taught me that i am indeed very lucky to have this family of mine who can afford the best things for me. and she always asked me to stop spending money. BUT SORRY! i can't! i also don noe why.
AA: SHE IS CUTE! and laughing along with those crap of mine!
YILING: that girl! she always put up with my nonsense. sometimes i wonder whether she was going to slap me and asked me to stop! HAHA!
JOYCE: used to be a "PAPAYA LOVER"! and the way she ate it. made me say all those sarcastic words and laughed? HAHA!
JEREMY: I MISS HIM! well. i thinks at times he really wanted to send me to outer space so he can hv some peace. ESPECIALLY DURING MATHS CLASSES!
GERLYNN: do u miss me gerlynn? HAHA. and she will say NO! she didnt miss me during those times. but i bet she misses me now. :)
NICHOLAS: have been in the same class with him for 4 yrs! oh my. time passed so fast. and he is always so sarcastic and bad to me! SAD! but nevertheless. i miss him LOTS AND LOTS!
DUCK: we gotta drink bubble teat together ok? and when i am back. we makan at newton! LALA!
anyway. the list may never end. but i really aprreciate my frens and those things that they did. whether we are close or not. :) and I MISS THEM!