I THINK I AM GOING BACK!

yippee! yippeee! i am so bloody happie. really happie. HAHAHA! :)
guess wad? i am going back to singapore and indonesia during my second term break!
oh my! i am so happie. i hv been dying to go back!
to meet all of my frens! to go back! to escape from this cold city!
i am going to book the ticket tomorrow. lala. i will do it in the morning.
i don care. i wanna book once the travel agent opens!
tomorrow. i must get the seat no matter what. please. LET ME GET IT!
i nid it desperately! I DO!
pls make sure everything go smoothly. so i can go back!
PLEASE! :)

how?

actually i am reading a book on acient greek for hoi. but well. it is an interesting thing to be blogged about. :)
that guy. apologised to me. for the way he talked.
haha. that means he felt that we are trying to move far far far away from him.
HE FELT IT!
i didnt reply. cox i am not sure wad to reply.
give him my frank opinion? or just accept it and try to be friendly and nice to him as before?
so wad should i do? i don noe.
it's not about the way he speaks to me. whether he is sarcastic or not.
i don mind to hv a fren who is sarcastic to me. i really don.
but please. don be angry when i replied sarcastically back.
i thought it as a joke really.
however, this does not seem to be the case here.
he will be pissed off! omg. such a super duper sensitive guy!
the problem actually lies with his character. his sensitivity. his competitiveness.
competing between frens is good. only if it is a healthy competition.
we compete to improve ourselves, don we?
but his was not. he don wanna other ppl to beat him.
and that what makes me pissed off. :)
he is sensitive. the most sensitive fren that i hv ever had before.
i nid to use 90% of my brain power when i am talking to him.
it's tiring. i can't say wad i like.
he will be angry. :p
haix. such a bad fren, huh?
but now. i feel so guilty. my frens and i hv been avoiding him this wk. and we are like the only fren that he got?
he makes enemies with the guys in my school.
so gotta stick with us.
i feel pity for him. i don noe how long i can be his fren.
i don wanna him to be a loner. it's so sad.
however. he makes me angry so much.
what the hell should i do.
i don wanna to be his "good" fren cox it's really taxing. but he is only kinda close to me?
of cox. i don feel that way. i prefer the crazy girls by a thousand times.
BUT HOW? :(

gossiping is good and healthy :)

gossiping about other people is good! esp behind their backs. :)
today is anzac day. so school is closed! lalala.
went to st kilda beach with lid, pris,anzel, lice, asti and tini. 7 of us "is in LOVE"(i am being sarcastic here) with a guy.
we "LOVE" him so much that we gossipped about him all the way. and even on the beach. haha.
oh my god! i should hv told them how much i dislike this guy! I SHOULD!
i started to dislike him like a month ago? some of them are even worst. they disliked him donkey years ago.
ain't i right? :)
that guy is super sensitive, he is sarcastic, he thinks he is perfect, he thinks everyone loves him, he thinks that he is clever, he thinks he is handsome, he thinks he is skinny, he thinks he is popular, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
the list continues. and i think it will never end. IT WILL NEVER END! at least. that's what i believe.
well. that's the reason we dislike him.
the worst part is they hv been talking among themselves how should they told me how much they hate this guy. they think i am "OK" with him?
while me. on the other hand. hv been thinking how to tell these girls how much i dislike him.
he is so sarcastic to me. and when i speak sarcasticly. he becomes pissed off! weird, huh?
he started it first. in the end. he becomes angry with me. -___-"
WTH! his sensitivity sometimes make me wonder if he should be a girl.
something significant must hv happened when he is born.
and he really needs some attitude counselling. :)
bad attitude!
tini told me that he thinks that i like him! i rather be a nun.
omg. if i treated him the way i treated hsun hao(anyway, i miss him). i think he might think that i am all over him.
deeply in love with him. WITHOUT HIM. I WILL FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS.
or worst. maybe i will feel that without him, i will jump down the building, cut my wrists, take sleeping pills, use a gun to shoot myself, hang myself. :)
luckily. not to that extend. i mean what if i called him "my dear, baby, darling".
like wad i called hsun.
and i also like to molest hsun. haha. PINCH HIS N******! (i miss those times)
ok. i can't imagine. truly i can't.
now i noe. i must keep a distance. FAR FAR FAR AWAY!
for the past month. i hv been putting up with all his rubbish!
i hate it when he gave me morning calls continuously for don noe how many bloody days during the hols.
he likes to call. that's giving his "prey" hell!
tini was his first prey when he came to melb.
i think next was lidya.
so now, it is me. :(
how sad my life is.
to tell you the truth. during the hols. i tried not to pick up his calls.
i am mean, but so wad?
he treats me the worst. putting up with his sarcastic remarks.
i hv tried to be patient but he takes it for granted.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!
so these past 2 days. i hv been telling these girls how i feel.
haha. felt relieved. cox i can complain to them without any worries? lalala. :)
the girls laughed at me when i expressed my hatred towards him.
the way i talked. it's beyond hope. i can imagine how HURT he will be if he hears those words.
the words are hurtful.
haha. :)
if he does not change his attitude. he will hv no frens at all.
becomes a LONER that he once experienced. :p
i am sure.
tini is so furious with him even before when they came here!
haha. u noe how mean that irritating, stupid guy was to her?
he doubted her intelligence!
(tini please don listen to him, in our eyes u are A THOUSAND, MILLION, ZILLION times better than him)
he wondered whether tini will be accepted into trinity.
omg. SO HE THINKS HE IS CLEVER, HUH?
i don think so. i think he is dumb. if he is clever, he will get 100% for every subject in every exam. and he should done it without being hardworking.
HELL! he is so bloody hardworking! writing down lots of notes! paying full attention in lectures and i am serious about all these.
the worst part is that he told everyone HE IS DAMN LAZY!
the girls and i hv come to a conclusion. this is it : IF HE IS LAZY, WE WILL ALL BE FAILING OUR EXAM AND BE EXPELLED!
tini told me something else too. that his visa was approved only one day before he came here!
haha. SERVES HIM RIGHT!
who ask him to be so mean to tini. :)
SO WHY THE REST OF THE GIRLS DISLIKE HIM?
in my story so far. the specific reason given is only be me and tini. then wad did he do to the rest?
i will continue. but not today. :)
i need to do lots of research first! haha.
for now. this it is. (((((=

*i hope i will hv the strength to block him in msn(i don wanna be that MEAN! haha)

mixed. :(

today is my first day of school! yeay! i wanted to go to school so much during the hols. haha.
school is better than rotting at home? :)
anyway. my first lesson was eap. kinda stupid. the jokes are so lame!
can't believe susan did all that!
ok. let me ask u.
what's white on the inside, green on the outside and jumps?
GUESS..
it's a frog sandwich. gosh! isn't that lame?
there were many more. but i forgot. lalala. short term memory.
well. i got my results for chemistry.
only 88%. received it with a mixed feeling. :P
i was happie when i received the results. i hv done well.
but on the other hand. wasn't sure about my happiness.
yes. 88% is a high score for chem. for me.
but that examination day. i woke up at 9! and the exam is at 9.30!
oh my god! i was panicked and during the whole exam. i just could not think.
haix. :(
thinking back. i would hv done exceptionally well.
i am sure of that. but if only i did wake up on time.
and calm myself before going into the examination room.
it's over anyway. so try not to think about it. and reap the fruits of my hard work!
chem lecture. haha.
patricia said this to me after lesson: "i am serious, emilia."
haha. serious for? for asking me to stop talking.
i think i am really talkative. but i am glad she noes my name.
although for the wrong reason?
when she said that. i think of mrs haridass.
HAHAHA! :)
i think i will always remember this sentence that she "gave" me during class.
"EMILIA, YOU ARE ALWAYS TALKING!"
she said it in an angry tone. haha. that stupid, idiot bitch tempted me to talk!
wth! she didnt get reprimanded! only me! :(
i sure miss those days!
time sure flies. it's dinner time. i decided not to eat once again.
since coming here. i hv missed hundreds of meals!
but today i still ate in the end. haha.
i am scared that my parents will scold me.
yep. for not eating. :)
i think i'll hv to stop for now. time fir dinner.
will be updating soon! =)

hilarious?

i almost died of laughing when i read the letter. haha. my dad received a letter in melbourne? weird, huh?
IT'S FROM THE VICTORIA POLICE!
he got it for speeding when our family went to the great ocean road. not my dad who was driving but rather, my mum. but he got it nevertheless.
i think they are "elated" at hearing upon the news. they laughed non-stop!
yes. it sounds crazy. :)
got a fine of $134.
my mum only exceeded the limit speed by a mere 8km/h. their first time driving overseas, they got a fine. hahaha.
and worst. my dad got a demerit points! poor him.
however, i think they learnt their lessons. there are no such thing back in indo. and even they are caught for speeding. giving the police like Rp.30,000 will be sufficient to keep their mouth shut.
i know. it's kinda called CORRUPTION?
ok anyway. enough of the fine. i really can't stop laughing.
hmm. i went to watch a movie. tmnt!
damn it. the movie price increased to $11. so expensive man!
in sg, it's only like $7.50 during the weekdays!
and worst. aussie bucks is higher. :(
the movie is kinda nice. but the storyline isn't as great as i supposed it should be.
but. i enjoyed it.
and best. only my friends and i watched it. so we practically hv the whole cinema.
though at later part. there was a guy who came in. :(
well. stop here for now. gotta read my lit bk.
it's boring and if u wanna a book to make u go to sleep.
pls tell me. i can gadly tell u the name of the bk. lalalala. :)

i look ugly`

ahhhhh! i lost 3 times in the card games i played with my frens! OH MY GOD!
ok. my friends came to my house today. for fun. cox we got nth better to do. :(
we played card games as usual. damn. lost 3 times. and i got my face "painted" with the damn eyeshadow. i look like. erh.. let's not talk about it. just see my pic?
anyway. holiday is really boring. i went to queen victoria market today!just to buy strawberries?
and then buy some stupid vitamins.
i think i feels good after drinking it. :)
anyway. guess wad i made today? WAN TON!
can u belief it? emilia halim did it! let's celebrate!
i wrapped it. and SUCCEED! i felt that i am on top of the world.
haha. that's my day basically. and anyway. i hv guessed it long time ago. I KNOW HER TOO WELL? maybe. i mean so many yrs in the same bloody class.
but anyway. i noe it straightaway. from her nick. on one hand, i felt happie. but on the other , i felt sad.
images kept flashing back to me. she's my friend. and i don wanna her to get hurt.
i used to scream and scream and scream. scold and scold and scold.
however, not the case this time. i wished her happiness from the bottom of my heart.
and i hope she makes it right this time. :)

i hv to do it. but i totally hate it. :(

if there is something that i hate most. i would choose HOUSEHOLD CHORES, without a doubt.

it's very irritating to clean my room. it took me one bloody whole afternoon. and then. the worst part is that a week later. the state of my room will go back to its normal state- AN ANIMAL'S CAGE. :(

for the 17 yrs and 4 months. nv in my life that i gotta do this. I WANNA MY MAID BACK!

tiring. that's the only word that can describe household chores.

today is a horrible day. reason? i hate to clean my room. i have to cook dinner.

and btw. i hv never cook a proper meal for 17 yrs and 4 mths too. DAMN!

life is as simple as ABC-

yes! yippee! i got this bloody damn blog fixed up! HORRAAYY!

ok. i know that i am bloody pathetic. this is the first blog that i created? not so interested in blogging. but welll. kinda boring here at night in melbourne. every shop closes at 5 except on fri night. damn! :(

hmmm. i am proud of myself. u noe. i successfully changed the blog skin. i am DUMB! that's unfortunate.

anyway. today is a boring day! haha. i hv done nothing except going to the city and buying groceries. luckily. wellson accompanied me. well. makes me carry less thing. I REALLY FEEL DAMN BAD ABOUT IT! :)

i really bought a lot of stuffs ok! wad i carried today was heavy. 2kg of rice. 1.5L of green tea. 0.62L of sweet sauce. 1.5L of crysanthemum. and maggie mie. like 6 kg in total? i am just a girl. carrying so heavy things. oh my god. haha. but it's not that bad lah. normally carrying stuff up to 10 kg. haha. i think i am building up muscles! oh no! i will look damn ugly! and no one will want me. i am ugly enough, ok?


my bro is sweet today. it's damn seldom that i praised him ok. so he should be glad. well. he bought me a keychain today. and it's bloody cute. see the pic ok? haha. THE KOALAS EYES!

well. i think i will stop for now. i am tired. but i will continue my simpsons dvd. lalala. :)


btw. u should see the state of my room. and i am definetely not proud of it. damn sickening. i need to clean it again tomorrow. :'( plus there is a pic of the vain me today!