Friday, April 27, 2007

how?

actually i am reading a book on acient greek for hoi. but well. it is an interesting thing to be blogged about. :)
that guy. apologised to me. for the way he talked.
haha. that means he felt that we are trying to move far far far away from him.
HE FELT IT!
i didnt reply. cox i am not sure wad to reply.
give him my frank opinion? or just accept it and try to be friendly and nice to him as before?
so wad should i do? i don noe.
it's not about the way he speaks to me. whether he is sarcastic or not.
i don mind to hv a fren who is sarcastic to me. i really don.
but please. don be angry when i replied sarcastically back.
i thought it as a joke really.
however, this does not seem to be the case here.
he will be pissed off! omg. such a super duper sensitive guy!
the problem actually lies with his character. his sensitivity. his competitiveness.
competing between frens is good. only if it is a healthy competition.
we compete to improve ourselves, don we?
but his was not. he don wanna other ppl to beat him.
and that what makes me pissed off. :)
he is sensitive. the most sensitive fren that i hv ever had before.
i nid to use 90% of my brain power when i am talking to him.
it's tiring. i can't say wad i like.
he will be angry. :p
haix. such a bad fren, huh?
but now. i feel so guilty. my frens and i hv been avoiding him this wk. and we are like the only fren that he got?
he makes enemies with the guys in my school.
so gotta stick with us.
i feel pity for him. i don noe how long i can be his fren.
i don wanna him to be a loner. it's so sad.
however. he makes me angry so much.
what the hell should i do.
i don wanna to be his "good" fren cox it's really taxing. but he is only kinda close to me?
of cox. i don feel that way. i prefer the crazy girls by a thousand times.
BUT HOW? :(

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