time heals my fractured bone

HOW UNLUCKY CAN I BE? ):
can i be more unlucky than this?
I WONDER!
i used to sprain my ankle. and now it's even worst!
AHHHH!
stupid bone. it's fractured. ):
it's my leggy boney.
AND IT'S PAINFUL!
although it's a very very small fracture(i think).
and do u noe wad the doctor told me?
TIME WILL HEAL MY FRACTURED BONE!
I KNOW IT! DUH!
ya. and he expected me to wait for at least 6 wks for it to heal.
SIX WEEKS! how am i gonna walk?
at that moment. i felt as if my jaw has dropped to the floor.
WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY?
i went for x-ray today. struggled to walk to the hospital and it's far!
but well. the x-ray did not show anything (often it is the case).
however. some stupid, idiotic bone scan would make it obvious.
FIRST. i don wanna do it. isotopes will be injected into my body!
I AM SCARED........ for the injection!
SECOND. since it's a fracture, there is no point in doing the bone scan cox it's ONLY REALLY REALLY confirming u that ur bone is indeed fractured.
so do u think there is any point? AND I NEED TO PAY 100 ODD BUCKS!
NONONO! and he said it's a fracture so i assume he is trustable.
but well. the worst news came: i am supposed to rest my legs for AT LEAST 6 WKS before i can do my running again.
I WAS SO DEPRESSED! ahhh!
SIX WKS? i wanna run! ):
haiz.
i am so UNLUCKY! maybe that's the only word that fits me. (:

i talked to bitch yst! LALA!
i was so happie! i mean it's been long since i talked to her.
last yr i was listening to her bloody voice almost everyday!
HAHA! really miss those times.
in singapore, i met many many friends.
throughout my stay of 8.5 yrs, they were the ones who makes me smile.
putting up with my nonsense, my crap. :)
sometimes i wonder whether i hv made the right decision to move over to aussie.
I MISS ALL OF THEM!
MY BITCH!: the one who makes me laugh. makes me go N-U-T-S! she really made a difference to my life. filled it with lots of happiness. SHOPPING, OUR LOVE! :)
HSUN HAO: my taiwanese "maid". used to treat him so bad and now i felt bad? and realised he is THE BEST BEST fren anyone can ever have.
THAT GREEN THINGY: the one who always entertain me when i am bored. HAHA! always there for me for entertaiment. i wish u could be here. and entertain me everyday.
AL: always made me laugh and saying her boobs are big! and she did lots of crap to make me smile and made my day a better day.
DEBORAH: she taught me that i am indeed very lucky to have this family of mine who can afford the best things for me. and she always asked me to stop spending money. BUT SORRY! i can't! i also don noe why.
AA: SHE IS CUTE! and laughing along with those crap of mine!
YILING: that girl! she always put up with my nonsense. sometimes i wonder whether she was going to slap me and asked me to stop! HAHA!
JOYCE: used to be a "PAPAYA LOVER"! and the way she ate it. made me say all those sarcastic words and laughed? HAHA!
JEREMY: I MISS HIM! well. i thinks at times he really wanted to send me to outer space so he can hv some peace. ESPECIALLY DURING MATHS CLASSES!
GERLYNN: do u miss me gerlynn? HAHA. and she will say NO! she didnt miss me during those times. but i bet she misses me now. :)
NICHOLAS: have been in the same class with him for 4 yrs! oh my. time passed so fast. and he is always so sarcastic and bad to me! SAD! but nevertheless. i miss him LOTS AND LOTS!
DUCK: we gotta drink bubble teat together ok? and when i am back. we makan at newton! LALA!
anyway. the list may never end. but i really aprreciate my frens and those things that they did. whether we are close or not. :) and I MISS THEM!

UNLUCKY, AGAIN!

23rd may 2007.
unlucky, again. AGAIN!
on mon i hv forgotten to bring my house keys.
two days passed. and i forgot to bring my wallet.
which one is worst?
I THINK BOTH!
no house keys= rot inside the lib until my bro wants to go home.
AND..
ahhhh! no wallet= no tram ticket.
and no tram ticket= a fine of 150 bucks if i am caught.
DAMN!
when i realised that i forgot to bring my wallet.
I WALKED TO SCHOOL!
from the corner of bourke and swanstons street.
UP UP UP UP!
and i was damn tired. early in the morning. i do some exercise.
AN EXERCISE WITH A TOTALLY EMPTY STOMACH!
how great is that, huh?
well. i gotta borrow money from my frens.
or i can't buy anything.
TOTALLY A SHITTY DAY! ):
the rest of the day was hmmmm.
how should i describe it?
eap lesson. I WENT N-U-T-S!
laughing and crying non-stop for an hour.
my image is shattered. my classmates used to think that i am LOUD only!
now they think that i am nuts too!
well. i was so high just now. even pat said: someone please send her into a mental hospital. she is unstable!
HAHA! :)
anyway. that's my true self.
so. everyone just needs to accept it.
THEN..
LIT LECTURE IS SO BORING!
i am died. FALL ASLEEP!
and i took pics.
haha. but well. after that i went home.
and cooked dinner.
SOME SHITTY DINNER!
and cook it for 1 hour!
well.
today was tiring and unlucky. :(

I can't help it, I hate it when people just assume that because you do a job like this, you're thick. You know there's just some nights I just can't stand it. I can't. I want to stand up on the top of the bar ans hout. I've got O levels, I've got A levels and a Bachelor of Arts Degree. So don't condescend to me, don't pretend you fell sorry for me and don't treat me like I can;t read or talk or join in any of your conversations because I can. I se these teenage-like men and women in their well-cut suits and metal briefcases, discussing the City, the arts and time-shares in Tuscany, and I'm jealous, because I can't work out how they've achieved that success. It's so difficult. You see, I want to become a photographer, take portraits. I won a competition in a magazine. It was this photo of a punk sitting in a field on an old discarded toilet. It was brilliant. Anyway, after college I had this wonderful idead that I'd go to London with my portfolio. I was confident that I'd get loads of work. But it wasn't like that. The pictures were great, but they said, but sorry, no vacancies.

my drama exam. MONOLUGUE!
wonder how will i do this!
SHIT! i hate drama!
AHHHHH! ):

LALA! :)

let me complain about the weather!
today! WAS HORRIBLE!
the wind was so bloody cold. my face and ears turned red like a TOMATO!
shit! AND NO WONDER I WAS SHIVERING!
it was TEN DEGREES! (i checked!)
and i am only using a jacket.
I HATE MELBOURNE'S WEATHER!

last wk i bought a new pinafore!
LALA!
and a new jacket too!
shit! my monthly allowance of 700 bucks hv been used up!
wonder where all the money went to!
but it's ok.
i shopped quite a lot! (i am not this skinny yet) HAHA! :)
I LOVE IT!




TODAY! my legs are killing me!
serves me right for using high heels to school?







anyway. been long since i updated my blog.
cox i am busy.
MY HOI ESSAY STILL SUCKS!
so congrats to me. i need to redo.
it carries 20% of the year total marks!
and i still got 2 more essays!
3 ESSAYS! AHHH!
DRIVING EMILIA N-U-T-S!

well. i hv got to continue doing my homework.
that's all.
FOR NOW!

MIMI IS HARDWORKING! :)

it's been quite long since i hv updated my blog.
too tired to do so.
reason? i hv decided to go to study inside the library after school!
YIPEE! YEA! :)
well. this wk i hv been honouring the promise that i hv made to myself.
i stayed from 5.30 to 8.00pm.
not because i don wanna to continue to study.
but melbourne uni is really scary at night!
very little people!
ain't i hardworking?
although 2.5 hour is a really short time. i can do a lot of stuffs!
MIMI IS HARDWORKING!
haha. LALALA!
i hv changed? in sg. i don even give a damn shit.
esp since the exam is in the last wk of june?
well. school is fun till now!
almost everyday. i get to noe diff people!
and also. i am getting to noe more about my classmates?
CHEERS! :)
tomorrow. gotta to wake up at 7.30!
so early!
PLUS I AM GOING HOME AT 5.15!
plus the lib is going to be at 8 again!
well. although it's tiring.
but i hope that results will show how hard i study?
that's all for now.
SLEEPING TIME FOR ME! :)

personality test (:

some stupid personality test. HAHA! (:
but i guess some of the things are true.
like in LOVE (<3)?
AND OH MY GOD!
i am attractive? SHY! :p

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

http://blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/">The Three Question Personality Test

personality test (:

some stupid personality test. HAHA! (:
but i guess some of the things are true.
like in LOVE (<3)?
AN OH MY GOD!
i am attractive? SHY! :p

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

http://blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/">The Three Question Personality Test

finally, i understand.

ok. i understood!
i love holding my girlfren's hand when we go out together. or we will walk arm in arm.
and i wonder. everytime i do that, many australians looked at us!
HAHA! (:
maybe they thought we are lesbians?
well. it's just that it is uncommon here in australia for the same sex to hold hands.
so i think they are puzzled by the way we act?
realised how cultures differences play a matter.
it's totally different!
back in indo or in singapore. it's PERFECTLY FINE to hold hands.
or at least walk arm in arm.
i learnt something today. didn't i? :)
LALA!
and did i mention before that i was touched on the shoulder(or arm, couldn't rmbr) by an old australian guy?
i was gripped with fear!
maybe the guy was just being friendly with me?
(that's wad i learnt from susan. australians tend to touch one anth?)
i don't noe. he talked to many ppl on the tram. :)
but anyway. i freaked out not because i was conservative or anything like that.
well. i hv experienced being sexually harrassed twice.
so it's without a doubt that images kept flashing back to me.
although the incidents happened back in 2005 and 2006 respectively.
however, this kind of thing is hard to forget?
and by the fact that my fren hv 2 scary experince here?
HAHA!
well. maybe i still nid to learn of how ppl of different cultures behave. (:

even stapler and scotch-tape can't save me!

probably the worst day i hv in ages! :(
maybe today i shouldn't even come out of the house.
hv u ever experienced a time when ur sandal's string snapped?
if u hv. u would noe my feelings when that stupid, cheapo sandal spoilt.
this is not the first time.
but last time i could buy another immediately.
not this time. i was in school when it happened.
damn! spent a lot of time scotch-taping and stapling.
just making sure that people won't see the state of my sandal.
it's embarassing?
and gotta drag my feet the whole way through.
SO PAI SE!
and 2 teachers come to me, asking me whether i hv sprained my ankle.
HAHAHA! :)
i thought my "expert" skills could save it. at least for anth 3 h. till i get home.
but it didn't.
after my hoi tutorial, it "betrayed" me.
tried to call my frens, most didn't pick up and then...
MY PHONE BATT WENT LOW! damn!
so i DRAG it till i saw christine.
she saved me! gotta to thank her. she went home barefooted!
she knew my house is far so lent me her sandals!
i was guilty, so i will treat her to a meal anth day.
I WILL! :)
today is totally a bad day for me.
pls don let this happen again. not at least when i am in school.
PLEASE!

1720 ausiee bucks

ok. i am glad. at last. booked my ticket and hv paid for it.
it's bloody expensive i think. but i am just too desperate to go back to indo.
but unfortunately. I CAN'T GO TO SG!
i will be taking qantas. and need to transit in sydney. and it's 1720 bucks for the whole trip!
haix. expensive. but no more ticket le. :(
today is a terrible day for me. i think i am going to fall sick. DAMN!
whole body aching. no energy. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
am i going to fall sick? or is it because i don consume enough food?
well. isnt that great that i only ate 2 bloody sushi for the whole day till 9pm?
when i reached home. i ate of cox. maggie mie.
LALALA!
last time when i was in sg. i love maggie mie and sushi a LOT!
and after coming here for 2.5 mths. I DREAD TO EAT THEM!
for the past 2.5 mths. hv been eating them for at least thrice a wk.
i am sick of them!
hmmm. today was so-so. but interesting. got about a hundred ppl protesting near union house.
haha. i can't make up wad the protesters were saying as it was incoherent.
nice to see, actually.
i don think i can see such thing in uni in sg. :)
i hv taken a pic of it. but i will update it tomorrow, ok?
kind of tired now. gotta rest. byeeeeee. =]